Masa Depan....?????

Thinking about my tomorrow....then everything becomes dark. I can't see anything just black!
What is, exactly, I want? I don't know. It might be too many wishes or nothing! :p

Not more than in 6 months, I'll graduate from my bachelor study. Then what I want to do next is continue my master directly. But, if I have to pay it independently I have to find a job first. The question is....What's kind of job that I really want???? Teaching? Sometimes, I stuck in the materials. Then, what??????? Any suggestion?
Back to the my master! I have a dream to get a scholarship. Study abroad scholarship, better! ;) hehehehe.... Wherever the country, just going abroad! But....how? -again- my university doesn't have any scholarship program!!!!! There's only local scholarship for paying the school fee and I got it this semester. Not for paying my school fee, but I used it to buy this laptop! hehehehehe... ;p Maybe, I have to googling to find some information about this. If you have some, just tell me... Okay? Thanks.

Back to my future. If I can't find a scholarship, then just find a job. Apapun, yang penting bisa ada pemasukkan. Tapi, at least, aku masih bisa mengajar di tempatnya Bu Titik....hahahaha.
Lalu, beasiswanya...ditunggu aja kali ya... ;p

Next, find a good man or maybe...wait for a good man to marry. Hahahaha....
Actually, I want the rich one... Thus, I can invite everyone that I want, include you Amelie...hehehe (I'll buy the two ways plane ticket if my husband to-be is billionaire!) and I can go to overseas for honeymoon. And I don't need to work, I just stay at home with my children (I want to have two children, at least. If God gives me more, it will be okay!) and teach them to be a good children for us.... :) If there is billionaire who wants to marry me, I'll marry with the "right" one. He may be not a perfect person but he is the chosen one, by God (Allah) of course... Amien...

All I said are just my dream... I don't know whether it will be true or just dreams forever.... Just let time prove it...